I got up and got some coffee while the computer booted, then took care of my free book & paid emails before heading to church.
Church service went well. It really got me thinking about where I’m heading in life. It was about the giants “comfort and complacency” and how they go hand-in-hand with fear.
Mindi hadn’t made it to church because of her back pain. A couple gals that we’d gone to brunch with the week before invited me over to their house instead of a restaurant, but I needed to get back home so I could help Casey finish preparing his things for his “Star of the Week.”
I got home to a still-empty house. I took care of a bit of laundry and scooped the litter box, then spent the rest of the day playing around on Facebook and looking at AdultFriendFinder.
After Dave got home with Casey I went through some photos to have them printed for him to take to school for the week. I ran to Walmart to pick them up once they were ready.
I sent Brad far too many texts and got to feeling quite embarrassed. He eventually responded and said “I need you to understand that I’m not looking for a relationship. I personally know that I can not fulfill that at all.” We had a bit of a discussion about things, I played it off like I was completely understanding and just have too much time on my hands and too much arousal in between my legs. He eventually invited me over, so I got ready to head out.
I want to add here that I am not intending to let this drag out like I had with Daniel. I will, soon, tell Brad my feelings and cut him loose. I can’t put myself through a year of being someone’s fucktoy just for them to get “in a relationship” with someone else. But, in the meantime, I wanted to have one more peaceful and happy night before I break things off.
So, I ran by Walmart to pick him up some beer, since he’d run out and wasn’t able to drive, and grabbed myself some Mike’s Hard Lemonades as well. I headed over to his house and we stood around talking for hours before finally going up to his bed. The only way to really put it is that we made love, it was slow and passionate. Then we went to sleep.
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