So it’s been a while since I’ve posted on here, aside from my tweets. I like that my tweets are shipped here daily, because I feel that whoever does actually read them may get a little more insight into my daily life. Sometimes it’s nothing significant, but whatever.
Dave’s mom is still drinking too much. She still doesn’t have a job and I don’t see how she can possibly afford to continue her lifestyle. She has asked to borrow $20 from us here and there, and has returned it within the week. She can’t possibly still be collecting unemployment, so I have no clue what’s feeding her disease. I can’t fathom where she’s getting the money to even keep her house out of foreclosure. Though, we wouldn’t even know if it *was* in foreclosure.
My brother has finally come to his senses and his 2nd ex-wife is on her way back to Minnesota. Me and my mom had talked on occasion about our disdain for her, so it was an answered prayer when we found out they were getting a divorce. They will have to continue the process via mail since she’s back home now, but they are parting amicably. She said she didn’t want anything, no money or anything. She’s a bitch and has posted heinous messages on her FB but we don’t care as long as she doesn’t get a dime.
I’ve gotten into Karaoke again with some friends from work, and it has been a blast! The staying out late is taking a toll on my body, but I recover by the end of the next day so all’s well. One of the girls I hang with from work is actually a manager, so we are supposed to keep our mouths shut that we hang out, due to a fraternization policy. From what I can tell, word had gotten around about her hanging with a guy from work and the boss sat them down with another manager and told the three of them they’re getting out of control, that they think they’re above him, and it needs to stop. I don’t know where that all transpired from, but I don’t want to end up in a sitting like that so I know to keep my mouth shut. The one girl was only recently promoted to manager, and I don’t think it’s fair that she should cut all her friendships just because she got a promotion. I get the policy and all, I know that’s the way it’s supposed to be, but it just doesn’t seem right.
Speaking of work… I am ever still conflicted about what to do… do I want to stay at Panera or do I want to get an office job, where it’s less toll on me physically and possibly much better pay? The hourly wage at Panera is fine and comparable to what I’d make at any office job with my education and experience, but I’m not getting the full time hours I’m supposed to be getting, so the paychecks are miserable. I love working at Panera and can’t even picture myself walking in to give a notice, but I can picture working at an office job, either Legal or Medical/Insurance and enjoying the job and the paychecks. Jim was supposed to have put in my full time paperwork at LONG time ago but I haven’t gotten anything in the mail about the benefits or anything, so for all I know he never put the paperwork in. Nobody is getting their full time hours right now, and I know that corporate is to blame, but it sucks nonetheless. So I would love to work in an office where I wouldn’t have to worry about the money as much… but I don’t know… I just don’t know…
So that about sums up what’s going on with me lately. I’ve thought a lot about my LJ and I’m really upset with myself for going through and deleting all my first posts from the 5 years of my life I can’t remember. If only I hadn’t done that, maybe I *could* remember those 5 years. I wish there was some way I could get those posts back… I really do. That was a stupid thing for me to do.
Okay I’m gonna go now… trying to play a game on FB and getting distracted by LJ. 🙂
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