So, there’s kinda been a lot going on lately, and i’ve been wanting to post for a while, but i’m having a hard time thinking of the right way to write out what’s going on in my mind…
I’m always under a tremendous amount of stress, and I can’t figure out a way to relax. And, being an empath, i’m also under a tremendous amount of everyone else’s stress. It’s overwhelming, physically as well as emotionally. My stress is really quite simple: Money. Dave’s stress begins there, and escalates… He’s still very conflicted about the loss of his father, and very pressured about the Estate… Lots of things.
I need to find a way to relax, somehow. There has to be a way that works for me.
Anita at work told me corporate says I have to get my full time hours for the next 6 to 8 weeks. She said it to me in a way as if it were my fault. I know i’ve requested off here and there for my Parties, but that is no reason for her to not be able to give me my hours. The whole month of December screwed me over since I was so sick, but it’s not December anymore. I got my hours for two consecutive weeks after she told me that. I have a Party this Saturday I had to request off for, and instead of letting me work today or this coming Sunday to make up for it, she schedules me off those two days… I never asked to have Sundays and/or Mondays off, but she acts like it’s mandatory or something… I don’t even like having consecutive days off, but that’s how it is every week. I just wish she would do what it took to give me my hours EVERY week.
I’m gonna go for now… More to come…
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