Past, Queen of Pentacles
You have a lovely warm caring nurturing side. Indeed, you seem to have found time to nurture everyone, well almost everyone, you see there was someone you forgot, and that was yourself. You must remember to address your needs too.
I’ve gotten this before, and still maintain, I really don’t feel like I nurture others, not as much as I nurture myself. Maybe that’s what I’m supposed to be getting out of this? Take more time to nurture others, over myself? Perhaps.
Present, The Lovers
Your heart is ruling your head. Right now you want the excitement of love, and to move away from the mundane aspects of life. If you’re in a relationship it’s time to consider how you would like this to develop. What does the word “love” mean to you? This card suggests you need to think carefully about this important life area.
Yes! Yes yes yes! Ok, I will think carefully and reflect further. I think we’ve established Dave and I both believe that it’s possible to love more than one person at a time. Perhaps I need to really ponder that more before I clue Dave in on my realizations. Funny thing is, I felt love for multiple people before Dave ever brought it up, yet was scarred when he told me.
Future, Nine of Swords
However bleak things look, try not to panic. It’s always dark before the dawn. If you can work out the cause of your unhappiness you’re more than halfway towards easing it. Refocus on your ambitions and work towards achieving them.
I’ve worked out the cause of my unhappiness, and am discovering it does indeed mostly lie within myself. I am ambitious about restructuring my marriage, lol that’s a funny way of putting it, and am working towards achieving that goal. If possible.